I am just plain ready to get this nursing thing over with! I was talking with a friend tonight who said that she was going to start reviewing next week. I am pretty sure (almost 100% confident) that it would be in my best interest to do the same. I still have my clinical notes from Spring semester, and of course, my Saunders review book. I should probably blow the dust off of my stethoscope, too...maybe pull out the ole blood pressure cuff and see if I can remember Systolic from Diastolic! HA!
I have so much going on in my brain. My mind is all over the place. I have put myself in the most awkward situation. I am dealing with thoughts and feelings that I never (in a million years) thought that I would. Things that have always been normal, MY normal, I am now questioning. There are certain things in life that I want, and (maybe) now that I finally see the light at the end of the tunnel, I am not sure what lies beyond the tunnel. Or maybe I have grown bored with complacency. I wish I had a crystal ball that I could peer into and see my life one year from now. If only things were that easy...
I do know one thing for sure. This wicked, Southern summer humidity is really getting me down. Not only is it the humidity, it's the roaches, snakes, and spiders. If I could, I would leave this town tomorrow and never look back. Must. Get. OUT. But where would I go?
|In my driveway, headed toward the inside of my garage, and knowing my luck, probably the underside of my foot!|